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I have this friend. I am so in love with you until I can't think about much else.You are so pretty. Much knows everything about me. U has shared an awful lot with me too. U r so special. U r a part of my very being now. I don't think u could possibly comprehend what u means to me. I don't think u could possibly know how deeply my love is for u. I am in love in Life is short and it is meant to be enjoyed. We are not guaranteed tomorrow so you need to enjoy today. If you put it off, it may never happen. I want to share the rest of my life with u. I want to make memories with u. When u r happy I want to share that. When u r sad or hurting, I want to share that too. I want to be with u for the rest of my life. I want to become a family with u. When I am with u and u r touching me, that is the only thing I know right then. The entire rest of the world doesn't even matter. My entire focus is on u and me and that moment. When u hold me, oh that is the ultimate. I just want to melt into u. U makes me feel so loved and so safe. I can't begin to tell you how wonderful it is. I just hope that u had some idea of what u truly means to me. The part that gives me life would die.. U could really really hurt me if u wanted to and I don't think I would recover from it. I never wanted to be this vulnerable to someone but it has happened and I couldn't stop it. I didn't want to stop it. I wanted this with u. I wanted to feel love like this. This is a once in a life time feeling. I am so in love with u. I just hope he knows that I would never intentionally hurt u in any way. I know I have and really haven't meant to. I have my own issues that I have to work on and one is accepting his love. I want it more than I have ever wanted anything. I want to be that special someone to u. You are so special. I love and adore you more than you will ever know. I want to spend the rest of my life showing you how much I love you. You are the one for me. I love you